Thoughts

There is this door.

It is swung wide open.

I hear the voice on the otherside calling.

Beckoning for me to walk through.

What keeps me from taking the first step?

What am I worried about?

What is there to be concerned about?

Is it what people will think?

I have never cared about that before!

Why now?

How do we stray from who we once were?

How did I forget to throw caution to the wind?

This is not me!

I don't want to be scared anymore.

I don't want to wonder "what if".

I want to go.

I don't care what happens next.

I will cross that bridge when I come to it.

Enough is enough.

I want me back!

And this is me!

I want to walk through that door!

I don't want my life planned out for me.

I want more.

And I am going to get it!