Seriously.....Seriously

I CAN'T


I can't believe that this was posted
I can't believe how it makes me feel
I can't post it here.
You just have to read it for yourself.

So....I read that.

Sad.

Feeling rather melancholy tonight. Got the Christmas music going. I have packing, wrapping, cleaning, and studying to do. My head's somewhere else. Its moved on. Things are winding down here and I am feeling anxious. No more classes, nothing more to do. Just last minute things around here. I've always moved on. It's my way. This time it's hard. Not sure how to say goodbye and I am avoiding it as much as possible. There is nothing left here for me. Yes, I will miss things, people......but you got move on. It will be okay.......Just breathe. While I'm at it, I will post this song. Its Joanie Rivers and I love it.

It's coming on Christmas

They're cutting down trees

They're putting up reindeer

And singing songs of joy and peace

Oh I wish I had a river

I could skate away on

But it don't snow here

It stays pretty green

I'm going to make a lot of money

Then I'm going to quit this crazy scene

I wish I had a river

I could skate away on

I wish I had a river so long

I would teach my feet to fly

Oh I wish I had a river

I could skate away on

I made my baby cry

He tried hard to help me

You know, he put me at ease

And he loved me so naughty

Made me weak in the knees

Oh I wish I had a river

I could skate away on

I'm so hard to handle

I'm selfish and I'm sad

Now I've gone and lost the best baby

That I ever had

Oh I wish I had a river

I could skate away on

I wish I had a river so long

I would teach my feet to fly

Oh I wish I had a river

I could skate away on

I made my baby say goodbye

It's coming on Christmas

They're cutting down trees

They're putting up reindeer

And singing songs of joy and peace

I wish I had a river

I could skate away on

I hear you Joanie.....me too.